THINGS ARE ALWAYS NT RIGHT FERH ME !
NOBODY CANS UNDERSTAND HOW'S I FEEL && FUCKING SHED HW MANY TEARS !
WHAD IS THESE ?! IS THESE WHAD ALL I WANT ?! NO !
I'VE ALR WOKEN UP ! NO , I WAN TUH BE AWAKEN !
BUT ?! HOW COME I DUNT ?! EVERYONE IS LYKDAT !
MY MUM , THE NORTHVIEW , MY FWENS , PONGKIA && JOVINT ?!
WTH MANS ?! I DO TOK TUH MY FWENS ABT MY XINSHI DE LOHS !
BUT , WAD DID I REALY DO TUH DESERVE ALL THESE ?!
I SAID I WAN TUH WAKEUP ! BHUD WAD DID THAT PK DO ?
I ASK HIM UPTEEMS TIMES ! ND I OSO FIND MYSELF IRRITATING !
DOES HE STIU LOVES ME ?! , IZZIT REALI E' END OF US ?!
WAD DID HE DO , HE'S ALWAES RUNNING AWAY !
WHYE CARNT EU JUS TELL ME E' TRUTH . THIS IS NT THE WAY LUHS ,
I CARNT BE POSSIBLY EVERYNIGHT CRYING FERH EU RYTES ?
I'LL GO CRAZY ONE DAY BCOS OF EU ?! WHYE WHEN WE'RE TUHGETHER ,
EVERYTIME E' TIME THAT I NEED EU E' MOST , EU WAS ALWAES NVR THER FERH ME!
EVERYWHER I GO , EVERYTHING I SEE IS ALL QNS QNS QNS !!!
CAN EU ALL STOP IT ANORTS ?!!!!!!!!!
I HAD ENUFF ALRYTES ?! I GO SKU , E' SKU SAID THOSE THINGS I DIDNT HAF EVEN DONE ! ND' KEPT SAYING BOUT ME . PREJUDICE AGAINST ME !
WTH ?! MY MUM ? YES I LOVE HER ALOT I KNW I DO DISAPPOINTS HER AT TYMES .
BUT TUDDAE ! NOW ?! I'M RLY UPSET ND DISPPOINTED IN HER !
SHE'S ALWAYS THE ONE THER FOR ME ! BUT NOW ?! IT JUS SEEMS LIK EVERYTHING IS CHANGING !! WHY IZZIT IM THINKING SO MUCH ?
ND WAD THE FUCK FOR IM PUTTING UP A FAKE SMILE WHEN I OUT OF THE STREETS ND TOWARDS EVERYONE ?! I HATE PPL TUH SYMPHATISE ME !
IM NT LIK OTHER GERL !!! WAD FOR I TELL EVERYONE MY XIN SHI ?!
WAD CAN DEY DO ? CHANGED MY LIFE ?BRING PONGKIA BAC TUH MY SIDE ?!
NO RIGHTS ?! ALL NONSENSE !!!!!
THER'RE JUS LENDING ME THEIR EARS ! WHAD ELSE ?!
NO MORE , THATS WHY I CHOOSE NT TUH SAY ?
IT'S POINTLESS YEA ?
ND THAT PK , WAD FOR I'VE SLEEPNESS NIGHTS ND' CRYING TILL MY EYES ARE REALY SWOLLON FERH EU EVERY NIGHT ?! ITS JUS LIK E' SAME ROUTINE ?!!!
WHILE , EUR OUTSIDE HAFING FUN ?! WTH ~
WHY ?! A 5MTHS R/S .... IZZIT REALY SO WEAK ?
THAT SUCH A TINY THINGY COULD BRING OUR R/S DWN ?!!
I LOVE EU , BUT EU ?! IF EU RLY LOVED ME EU WOULDNT MIND !
THIS IS NT THE REAL REASON RYTES ?
WELL , ACTUALY I DO KNW ! EVERYONES KNW ! I KNW ! EVEN YOU URSELF !
I KNW EU'VE 4GOTTEN ME , EU DUNT LOVE ME ANYMORE , EU DUNT MISSME ANYMORE , I MEAN NTH TUH EU ANYMORE !
I KNW THESE ARE ALL FACTS !
BUT I JUS DUNT WANNA FACE THE REALITY .
I'M NAIVELY THINKING DAT EU STILL FUCKING LOVE ME ND' MISS ME !
ND EU ARE YEARNING FOR PATCH W ME ND' EU STIU WAN CONTINUE THIS R/S !
ALL BULLSHIT LAHS ! WHY IZZIT SO ? COS' I STIU WAN TUH BE BACK WITH EU !
COS ' WE'VE NT HAF A COMPLETE STORY ! I TREAT EU LIK SHIT LAST TYME ...
BUT EU TREAT ME AS IF I WAS E' PRINCESS ... EU GAF ME ALL UR HEART .
BUT I JUS TURN AWAY ND HECKCARE EU ALWAYS SCOLD N SHOUTS AT EU FOR NO REASON ?! BUT WHEN E' DAYS COME , I KNW HW TUH THINK ALR ND' WANTS TUH GIF EU MY VERY BEST LERHS , WAD DID EU DO ? EU TURN AWAY LIK FUCK !
SEE ME IN SKU MACHIAM IM INVISIBLE ?!
PLS LUHS . EVERWHER I GO , I JUS DUNT KNW WHYE I'LL TINK OF EU ?!
CRUMPLER BAG ( EVERYONE IN E' MRT && STREETS IS CARRYING THIS FUCKING BRAND ) , FLESHIMP (THE JACKET WE BROUGHT TUHGETHER ) , NEWBIE ( OUR COUPLE TEE ) , PESCADOS , E' HEEREN WANTON MEE , NEOPRINT SHOP , RIP CURL , 4HEAD , THE FAKE SHELTER EU SAID , SKU , UR CLASS , UR FWENS , THE INDIAN ROJAK , ME TO YOU , CHEH CHEH . CANDLES , 77TH STREET , OUR RING , E' FLOWER EU GAF ME , E' WATER BOTTLE I TAKE TUH SKU EVERYDAY , E' ADDIDAS WALLET EU GAF ME , SPONGEBOB , THE ORANGE JUICE EU ALWAYS BOUGHT AT MY HSE DWNSTAIRS DE VENDING MACHINE , DAFEI , XIAOFEI , MY HSE DWNSTAIRS , ESPLANADE , CITY HALL , SWISSHOTEL , THE CRACKER EU ALWAYS BOUGHT LASTYM OSO AT MY VENDING , MY ROOM EVERYTHING , EVERYWHER REMINDS ME OF EU !
SOMETYMES HOW MUCH I ENVY UR FWENS DO EU KNW ?
DEY CAN BE LASTING Y CARNT ME && EU ??! SO MANY TONS LOADS THOUSAND MILLION BILLIONS PPL ASK ME NT TUH WAIT FERH EU GIFUP , BUT I DID NOT !
ND EVERYONE IS GETTING MRE ND MORE FANGAN WHEN I SAID 'PONGKIA HERE ND THER NW ND DEN ' .... NVRM , I SHALLL NT CONT .
BYE